Lindsay Hubbard is pictured on ‘Watch What Happens Live with Andy Cohen’.Photo:Charles Sykes/Bravo/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty

Lindsay Hubbard

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Lindsay Hubbardhas addressing the fallout from her broken engagement toCarl Radke.

In opening up about what she deemedan “absolutely humiliating” breakup, Hubbard toldUs Weeklythat the split shook her world, noting that it “was not my decision.”

“He blew up my entire life,” theSummer Housestar, 37, said. “I was crying, I was angry, and I had to find closure on my own. Now I’m at a place where I feel really good about moving on.”

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Carl Radke and Lindsay Hubbard

Hubbard indicated that there was no cheating, nor was Radke’s sobriety a contributing factor. She also “absolutely will never have regrets about being with him.” As for how she’s holding up overall, Hubbard said: “The first month, I allowed myself to feel all of the feels: go through the sadness, the pain, the whiplash.”

Hubbard, who still lives alone in the pair’s shared apartment, says the split taught her some very important lessons about herself.

“I’m stronger than I ever thought, because if I can get through this, then everything else is peanuts to me,” she said. “I’ve gotten a lot of [messages] from girls saying that it’s an inspiration to see how I’ve put one foot in front of the other to get back out there, starting with thebachelorette trip, which was just three weeks [after the split]. I feel like I’m getting the momentum to find happiness and joy.”

(L-R) Carl Radke and Lindsay Hubbard are pictured.Cindy Ord/NBCUniversal/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty

Carl Radke, Lindsay Hubbard

One year after their August 2022engagement, PEOPLE confirmed in September that Hubbard and Radke, 38, hadcalled off their November wedding. Radke announced the news in a letter shared with family and friends, saying the former couple was “so incredibly sorry to all of our guests for the confusion and lack of communication” as they “were left trying to figure out how this all exactly happened before we could even have the opportunity to determine the path forward amongst ourselves.”

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Sharing some insight on what went awry between the two, the pair’sSummer HousecostarKyle Cookeclaimed it got to a pointwhere “they couldn’t even communicate anymore without a third party.”

“It’s no secret that they’ve been in constant couple’s therapy ever since they basically started dating,” Cooke, 41, recently toldE! News. “From my perspective, there were times where I was like, ‘Man, it’s almost like the only time they could communicate on any given week was in therapy.”

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source: people.com